daisy

3am

2011-09-24T03:14:00.004+08:00

It's 3 in the morning and I don't usually blog anymore because school is taking all my time, but tonight I just feel so awake from all the math practices I'm doing, and just thought it would be cool to let off some thoughts here.

Its amazing that I'm feeling so awake at this hour as the workload and revision has really been making me sleep early but today I just went on and on, plus I started doing some work only around nine and got distracted half way with "The X Factor" on tele. hehe. Anyway, I'm glad that I'm feeling so much better cause earlier in the day I had one of those moments that I could just die and cry cause of stupid math. Its like I spent half of the day trying to recall what I have so diligently studied for the past year but nothing seemed to come out which switched on the panic mode button in me. It went on for hours and it was horrible that I decided to just chill with some tele before I started work again at 9. Afterwards I manage to sit down to do a chapter which i thought I could do and thank goodness I could. So all in all I did a pretty good 6-and-a-half chapters (since I'm half done with differentiation), in the span of 1 day for all the older chapters and the more recent ones were constantly being practiced. So yeah Im happy:)

Maths is gonna be really tough for me. All I pray for is a C.
Pretty Please!!
While I brush up on my economics and chemistry which I pray should be alright.
Gosh its promo weeks and I'm really praying for the best.
Wish me luck!!

General Elections 2011

2011-05-06T22:25:00.002+08:00

The GE are currently going on and today is supposedly the "cooling off day" where citizens are given a day off from rallies to think over their vote.
The past week there have been rallies by the many parties in Singapore all over the island.

The rally at Hougang Stadium probably got the most of my attention seeing it is so near to school, that the special operations police were stationed early in school in an event of a riot. It even got the whole upper serangoon road jam that it was all over twitter that everyone had to wait a good 30-45 mins for a bus home. We have work to do you know!!

However from the past month or so, I have never seen Singapore from such a perspective in my life.
They do say that once you start discussing about politics with your friends, you are growing up. Much less in a jc where it is an extremely commonly discussed topic. The nation just seemed chaotic and the future does seem bleak to a certain extent.
Various parties at rallies telling people the policies that they can offer to them and how they can make our future better.
But to be honest we all know how long it takes for change to actually happen and if it does happen won't it have its limitations and the need for more solutions which could possibly be a non-benefit to the nation. How can we set a guarantee that this change will be of good. Yet, we all know that what we currently have could possibly be something of that could be a negative notion for our future. These questions that seem so uncertain of that we as Singaporeans truly have to ask ourselves what we hope the future of Singapore to be like.

Thankfully, I need not have to vote this time round. However my time will have to come when I turn of age.
And it is then will I have to consider what I would like to see in my future and the benefits that I'm able to have access to and the progression the government has taken from the last GE.

It such a depressing sight to come to see Singaporeans lashing out at one another be it parties/individuals on their wrongdoings and negative things in the light of politics. It just shows the lack of a gracious society. At the end of it, it just shows how the government has been trying to build the idea of "One people, One nation, One Singapore" to be an ideal, cause no matter what, there will be 2 sides to the story. This clearly reflecting the idea of "Ideal vs Reality" in terms of the nation's "togetherness". A very contradictory word to be used for such a time.

A'Div

2011-04-19T22:52:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is the day that A'Div starts.
We have been training so hard for this day and I really am telling myself to:
finish my runs
make my shots count
cut whenever I see the defender
make a proper loop pass to huiyi
dodge for centre pass
hold player when defending
watch my footwork
have the right placement of ball
be more daring
have faith in the team mates
be confident

GO TEAM SR!!

A for Awesome!!

2011-04-09T21:45:00.013+08:00

Here are some pics from my new blackberry!!!^^
>>>NSL
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Poor Ming.
My new scent! LOVE IT!!!!

The scent just makes everything pretty:)
Things I carry in my bag on a weekly basis.

Damn heavy. No wonder my shoulder hurts.

Need to force myself to carry smaller bags.
Birthday cookies my mum sent to my hse when she was in China.
The girls who made my birthday a really awesome day. Thanks for the surprise:)
Finally getting my hair cut.

Loving my new starbucks tumblr too!!! Its the limited ed jap sakura collection I bought in Taiwan seeing it was sold out in Spore.
Amy Tan doing what she does best. Playing around. Haha!
SR Olympics yesterday and Charine was awfully tired since the sun totally drained everyone and we had alot of waiting time.
One more picture with the girls. Hehehehehehehee.

So season is about to start in about a week's time.
Have not been really on form but this week was really good.
I actually got an A for my maths test. Yeah like what kind of big deal is that yo may ask. But it was definitely an assurance after my previous breakdown.
Yesterday was also the release of the PW results and yes thank God, I got a freaking A.
SR had like 90% A. A for Awesome!!
All those frustrations, brain cracking and sleepless nights all worth something.
10 points down 80 more to go Vic!!
Plus I actually did much better on court yesterday during friendly yesterday (less scolding from coach)
but then again there is always room for improvement.

So yes this week was really good and I hope next week will be too since I have like 3 tests and NAPFA, which I most prob will fail cause my leg hurts.

Back to the books!

Since the last time

2011-04-04T22:23:00.005+08:00

Since the last time I posted anything,

-Had a blast at this year's lit night:)

-Got myself a blackberry

-I got really into studying and coping myself up in the school library.

-Had training increse to x3 a week

-Made new friends:)

-Celebrated Darren and Moses Birthday!!

-Went to watch Emily of Emerald Hill!!!!! So awesome!

-There was a really bad earthquake and tsunami that struck Japan

-Ventured to Taiwan a week after the natural.d

-Felt really lousy about myself about alot of things.

-Celebrated my 18th birthday!!

-Had my hair cut

My new hair cut plus a very sad face that none of my friends realised I cut my hair in school today.
By far the shortest my hair has gone in a really looooooooooooooooong time

Gong Xi Gong Xi

2011-02-06T00:38:00.003+08:00

GONG HEI FATT CHOY!!!!

It's the third day of CNY already but I'm like so busy during this period for the last 4 days.

Go everywhere to bainian and eat and bainian.

So far I ate like only 2 pineapple tart, 1 slice worth of ba kua, about 8 melting moments and lots of keropok.

Every time I see the food staring at me, calling my name, and me feel like gobbling them down, Miss Au's voice seem to always manage to ring in my head. Best la Miss Au.

I got some pictures from Sr Picnic as well as tonight's since we celebrated zhiying's birthday with my jc friends. Round 2 on monday. Shall keep it short as my bed is calling for me.

P.S I hear ppl outside playing mahjong nowzzzz!!! WO YAO!

Being in the winning house!

2011-02-02T00:31:00.004+08:00

We win like champions!

We fight like champions!

We win like champions fight like champions

All the rest can go fly kite

Fly kite Fly kite

All the rest can go fly kite

Later kena lightning strike

BOOMMZZ

Draco'11 House champion

Orientation is like finally over although I only attended 2 days.
SR Picnic today was pretty awesome though I didn't really bond with my class but too busy socializing with the SPs.

SPs Oi!
Sps Oi
Sps Sps!!
LEPAK!!

There was a bunch of SPs initiated cheer about lepak-ing, retaining and having a 3-year course Jc life.
Sps so cool. Why hate it when you can embrace it!

P.S Im so glad it stopped raining in time for the picnic and cinema under the stars!! Thank you God!

1S25'11

2011-01-30T20:26:00.003+08:00

So after hogging Raymond's acct last night on Aspire just to see the school shift around the SPs. The classes have finally been finalized. I think my combination (E2, M2, C2, N1) is sort of cursed. Last year was a school year with 3 guys and 20 girls. This year is gonna be 1 guy and 20 girls. The "guy" have officially become a singular. Is like he totally has no male species to come into contact with. He better be joining like an all boys cca if not it is like there's no bro code for him.

I finally have to join orientation after skipping the first 2 days of it since the school decided to be real cool about the SPs skipping the academic talks segment this year. So more amazing race and of course the SR picnic. Better not rain for the whole week seeing that it is gonna be CNY week too. But looking at the weather forecast, chances of any sun seem bleak. It just has been rain rain and more rain.

Starting a new year with my new class tomorrow makes me miss 1S28'10 all the more. Nico and Vanessa leaving for SP, debs transfered to art stream, shumei decided to change combi, the rest promoting to J2 and being split into 2 different classes. It was like just one year ago we came together as a new class, seems like I have to do the same with the girls and guy tomorrow. Hopefully no ah lians in class or no major bitch fights hor! Aim of the year is to be the top student!!!

Daisy Tan

2011-01-24T17:32:00.003+08:00

If you follow me on twitter, you might have recently known that I tweeted that the SR netball team recently participated in the 2011 Daisy Tan Carnival. Being in this field for so long, Daisy Tan has been a well known carnival that many come to play at at the various category. We took part in the tertiary category that day and emerge as champions!! My first gold after playing netball for so long! So sick of being fourth kay! But the feeling that day was just tense tiring and awesome. The games we played against the various schools really tested the strengths of our minds and gave us an idea of how we fared at the competition level. Well, although we saw SAJC playing opens instead, it definitely got us all on a good start working towards A'Div. The hardwork we all have been putting in the last year was totally worth it. Now our final goal: A'Div top 4.

Shan

2011-01-05T15:26:00.005+08:00

I met shan for our annual meet up on one of the last few days of 2010.

It eventually led to dinner with her family and a sleepover.

This girl is like my lifelong friend whom I know I will know for the rest of my life.

We had such great time shopping and catching up with one another on our lives.

I always look back and reflect the times we spent together when we were kids.

We were awkward and didn't really fit in with other girls as well.

We quarreled, laughed, joked,sleep, BATHED(when we were kids kay!), played and enjoyed each other's presence together.

As we grew up, my heart was always thankful that we have each other.

After so many years as friends, I look forward to our future as being friends forever:)

Rest of Shanghai

2011-01-03T15:36:00.001+08:00

Okay, i obviously lost my drive to blog about Shanghai, so here is the rest of it.

And the awesome friends that I've made. The trip would have been nothing without them:)

I miss everything about it despite being at least over a month since I came back.

It's even 2011 already!! I know my christmas and new year's post are all late so maybe I can fit them all in here later.

Anyway, so thankful to have been to this great city.

Last night I even dreamt my teacher in charge, Mr Ong, announcing to us that we have not finished the trip and get to go back for another 3 days. That got me really excited in my dream!!

Thanks for the memories in Shanghai everyone.

上海 Day 1

2010-12-06T23:27:00.009+08:00

HELLO ALL!!
Bet you miss me! Well, I decided to do something constructive and post something here.
As the title suggest, yes, yours truly just got back from Shanghai on Sat night.
It was with the school and it was really awesome and fun and I gained alot more than I thought (in terms of learning).
The company was really the best I have to say, friends make all the difference:)

So to start of, here is basically some info on the trip.
In SR every year, students are introduced to the SRGCE programme during orientation where we get sent overseas by the school with a choice of 10 over destinations, at the end of the year. Different trips had different objectives, some CIP based while others were on a learning trip or cultural trip. Shanghai was my choice for various reasons, but shall leave that to your imagination;)

So we had to go through our selection and interviews and the first meeting commenced in April.
There was alot of preparation for the trip, others may be practicing their skit or training for their SRGCE, but mine was all on research and presentation. We prepared for several months and finally we were off to Shanghai!!

Day 1
Our's was a morning flight so I was up at 3:30 and at the airport by 5. Benefits of living in Pasir Ris!! And thank goodness ours was SQ as I heard other trips had terrible airlines. It was a 5 hour flight from Spore to Shanghai. We arrived around noon, was introduced to our tour guide, Jacky, and had our first meal which was kfc. I was laughing deep down inside, cause I thought it was really funny! Then we sat the maglev train to somewhere.... it was basically to experience a bullet train that goes up to 400km/hr.

This as usual was followed by photo-taking session to keep ourselves occupied,

Getting our bags checked.
We basically got our bags checked at every important place we went, even the metro.

SUNNY AND HAIBAO!!

Maglev

On the train

We then alighted and boarded our coach and proceeded with our next destination, Xintiandi.
We were there to visit the site of the 1st Chinese Communist Party Conference (CCP).
It was located in the old French concession in Shanghai where French laws used to apply. It also explained the French influences over the architecture of the buildings there which are mainly occupied by pubs, cafe and restaurants.

Team Publicity!

Xintiandi is surrounded by skyscrapers as the architect decided to preserve its heritage by not touching it but changing it to a Shanghai version of Chijmes during the remodeling of the are. Lots of angmohs and socializing in pubs. heehheehe

We later checked in at our hotel in Shanghai and prepped up for our reflection and discussion for the night.

The night was concluded with me and nico trying to unpack in our room, getting my laptop up and heading to bed for the next day.

Shall continue with the rest another day. Dead beat now...

Last 2 weeks...

2010-11-04T23:04:00.011+08:00

Last 2 weeks of what has been happening. Commendation day and mostly PW lessons.

I know I look damn spaz is some of the pictures.

They totally hijacked my mac while I was presenting.
Have just been hardcore doing our OP, practicing, memorizing and all that kinda stuff.
BUT IT HAS BEEN SO FUN WITH MY CLASS AND I WILL MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!!
Today was sort of the last lesson day we would have together since the OP exams start next week.
It's kinda sad for me, cause I really will miss everyone, did I mention that again and again??

Debs, Amd, SL, Shumei, Sya, Haz, Vanessa, Mandy, Nico, Oli, Mei Ee, Wenshuang, and everyone else:)))

And Lastly for the Birthday Girl...

I'm counting on you to be a better goal shooter than me and hopefully have a growth spurt too!
The same things you wish for my birthday!
HAPPYBIRTHDAYAHLENG!!!

Just so you know, Im still alive.

2010-10-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

Ok, so I know I've been neglecting this space.
But honestly, school has been sucking my life away, promos has been a pain in the neck, literally.
And I only made time for God, as well as church and cell, if not I'm serenading my books.
This was my life for the last few months.
But I'm glad that I'm down to my last paper on tuesday.
I'm seriously trusting on God this time. It has been so tough, so please be worth it.

Anyways, thought I'll do something fun in this space here
I'm gonna try to think of like 10 interesting/(weird) facts about me, so here goes:)

1. I do have my secret bimbo moments.
I'm not all fierce, strict and cool all the time. I have my girly moments as well, like me dropping my precious wallet from my mum. Haha, as well as thinking that disney princesses, barbie dolls and hello kitty are awesome! I have a secret stash okay! haha.

2. I'm pretty OCD about everything but my room.
I clean my room once in a while (once a year?) since I'm so busy studying half of the time, that sometimes when I get home I just pile everything onto the table. Everything becomes an organized mess. Oxymoron I know, but I know exactly where things are!! Amazing right! But other than that, I'm pretty much a "must be like that" kind of person.

3. My most productive hours is at night, usually 11pm onwards.
JC has probably made me like this since on average I get about 5 hours or less, of sleep. My body clock has been pretty screwed. I can not sleep a wink the whole night, and go for lessons the next morning. It comes with me having to sleep the next night of course, if not I'll die. Very unhealthy I know, kids please don't follow.

4. I used to play the violin.
Many people are surprised at this. I learned it for quite a while before I started primary school, but stopped since my mum didn't want me to feel stress by it, but wanted it to be enjoyable. I obviously lost all my skills at it after not playing for so many years.

5. My feet shrank this year.
I seriously think so. I used to be a UK39 but miraculously am able to wear UK38 now for some of my shoes.

6. I'm a little claustrophobic.
I can't stand studying in my school study, where we have to study in cubicles. Seriously, I need my space. That's why I love the library.

7. I get extremely annoyed when my guy friends keep talking about the girls they like.
Seriously, telling me once or twice, I still can take it. If you constantly talk about it. Expect me to ignore you, cause I'm not interested in your crazy interest. It's really annoying.

8. I eat exotic food.
Deborah thinks I'm weird cause of this. That girl does not even eat sashimi, what is wrong with her?! Horse meet and ostrich meat and crocodile meat are a few. Im not sure if I would have the guts to try the fried insects from thailand though.

9. I self taught myself cantonese okay!!
I'm extremely proud of this. But Im still learning since it has been something I slowly picked up when I was a kid. From my parents to my grandmother who nags at everyone using 3 languages plus all the HK dramas they always watch. Now even better, cause if you know me, I speak cantonese to my maid since it's the only thing she knows how to converse as her english is really weak. But there have been moments where it was so difficult due to my limited vocabulary. Maybe I shall go buy a phase book:)

10. My best friends have been the same people the last 8 years.
I still regard the same people that I was close with when I was young to be my best friends.
Shan and Edna. I love you both. I know we don't see each other a whole lot but you guys mean the most. Your random messages on the most random things about your lives make me smile. I once remember Shan you msg me about stressful you were before your paper you were gonna take the next day when you were still in CCHS and how we fought about peas when we were kids:) I love our random baking times and shopping trips. And even though we don't click well with girls, Im glad we have each other.
And Edna, just want you to know that no matter how many times guys have failed you, I won't fail you:) I know things at home now must be really tough at times, and you're putting up a front. But I guess what I want to say that it's okay to show it to me, cause yeah our friendship is so beyond the superficial things.
I love you girls both for who you guys are, cause that was how you guys love me too.

This took me a really long time to think but here, now you know 10 more things about me.
Just so you know, Im still alive.

Dad

2010-06-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

Totally slipped my mind!

Happy father's day!!

Daisy

2010-06-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

Here's why I like daisies. Their beauty is so simple, nothing loud, nothing extravagant or in the latest context, nothing boomz. LOL. It's quite brilliant how it's simplicity brings out it's beauty. Flowers like the orchard, the hibiscus or even the passionfruit flower I saw the other day on photo, may get more attention than daisies with it's array of colours. But, when people really slow down and take a look at this quiet beauty, it's pretty breathtaking. "Not flashy and conceded, just humble and dignified" was what someone once said about daisies and I couldn't agree more:)

That's why I love daisies.

Fearless

2010-06-13T20:49:00.003+08:00

So this week marks the end of Camp Fearless. Being in the camp comm and all really has been a great joy and pleasure to serve.
The camp itself was really so much more than I expected. The campers were really on the ball as well as the camp comm. This really has been a stepping stone for zone 6 ever since we first started out. We really have been through much together and I have to say it has been awesome. Camp Fearless really brought together everyone and I guess we have proven the unity and togetherness we share is so much more than just friends but like Pastor Jiancong said, a family.

More than that, God moved big.
Went all out and wrestle with Him.
It was mind blowing. period.

After this, What's next?

You've Got Mail

2010-05-14T21:49:00.007+08:00

The title reminds me of the movie, and I can imagine my laptop to have a pop up that says, "you'v'e got mail!" hehehe.

Study leave for the last 2 days with MYE being next week. I have been working my ass off, but it just doesn't seem enough:(
So I talked to deb today while taking a break from maths and we talked about random stuff.
She told me to check my mail box and I did later in the evening.

Don't mind the hair

The one on the left was the one that debbie got for me and the one on the right was one I got for myself a few weeks ago:) Thanks debbie, ily!!! Looking at your gift reminds me why we are such great friends:)

iPhone Wallpaper

2010-04-25T10:41:00.001+08:00

Check out my new iPhone wallpaper

I know she loves me alot to be my wallpaper:)))

23 April

2010-04-25T00:53:00.011+08:00

Met up with Edna for some breakfast.
Ate lunch, do PI, late for school.
Met my secondary school friends for a ball of a time! Love them:)

During PW

2010-04-21T20:18:00.004+08:00

Shumei and Siewleng almost got into deep shit for this during PW. hehehehehehe

I gave up on copying notes for pw and drew this while my teacher nag about strategies.

For E

2010-04-19T22:20:00.002+08:00

My best friend E is going through a really tough time of her life. Knowing her since I was 9, I knew this had to be the worse of time of all. Her mum is going through a really tough time with lung cancer and what's worse is the condition worsening with the cancer cells already spread to the bones. If it is really bad as she says she may go anytime. I remember auntie to be pretty strict about E's friends if I was not wrong, but some reason or another, I think she took a liking to me as she always allowed E and me to hang out. However it has been ages since I last saw auntie and, I am praying for a miracle in this whole situation. Though E may not believe in God, but I do. I am praying for your mummy and just to let you know you are not alone in it all. I know it is so difficult to wear a smile during this period of time, but I'm sure your mummy would want to see it.

I love you always:))

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-04-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ x infinity

Seventeen

2010-04-02T13:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my birthday and it started off really lousy since I was working my ass of from 12 onwards for my PW, which I totally hate now! Then I fell asleep on the table and spent my time on the bus and first break completing all the shit! Things eventually got better after I handed in the draft and went for my next lesson. Zhiying wanted to come surprise me at my locker but I totally spoiled it! Then I also spoiled my class's surprise! Hahaha Total spoiler for the day. Then PE the girls were really sweet to present me with a card and a birthday song! After PE for some PARTICULAR reason Zhiying was trying to rush home and even made me run for a bus when my legs were nua! Then I found Jo and Deb failing in their surprise in my room!!! hahahha!!! Epic Fail!!

But the the girlies really made my day as well as my class and I love you guys to bits and pieces!!

so yeah, IM 17

The day before my cell surprised me as well:)))
The best thing is that, I got to sleep in today!!!!

Starting JC1

2010-02-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hello my dusty blog!!!

So school has been what I have been busy with the last 2 weeks with orientation and lectures and tutorials starting.
I just got my permanent timetable today and it looks total crap!!! But before that, I end sch tmr at 10.30!!! YAYAY!!!!
And it will be CNY....then back to school on wednesday!
I love my new friends alot, and can't wait to make more! What's more, all literature students in sch will be holding a flea market, being lit week. My class will be baking:))))
Serious studying has sort of started for everyone as well, as no one wants to get on the wrong foot this year.

I'm just blabbering nonsense about my school life, just to let everyone know I am still alive!

Just tomorrow

2010-01-27T10:55:00.003+08:00

HELLO SERANGOON JC!!!!!!!

When all else fails, remember...

2010-01-07T00:35:00.003+08:00

His..

x

New Year

2010-01-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

It's 2010 from today.
Happy New Year my friends.

It has been 2 years for zone 6, may the next tier rise up and run the race and catch the vision.

The good the bad the weird

2009-12-31T20:12:00.002+08:00

2009.

This year has been a roller coaster ride for me if I could describe it.
But I am glad I pulled through all the shit and crap I had to go through.
There were so many times I just felt like throwing the towel in but in the end I'm glad I didn't.
Sometimes as I think back to this whole year, somehow I am thankful for all of it, the good, the bad and the weird.
Because of it all it just shows His faithfulness and how through the seasons He has always been there.
Something so precious, so eternal that I am thankful for His agape love.

Through the year, I have my close friends to thank for just being there despite your own lives. People like Liz, Wendy, Janice, Joy.
This year I also got closer to some people like Charissa, Joanne Ng and Joanne Nathan as well. Which have been such a joy to me.
The change of cell half way down the year really was a major turning point for me, being away from Liz after so long. But I am thankful for it as it was time that I stand on my own ground.

Of course my girlies, ZY, Deb, Janelle, Jomanda and the team. It's my last year in this school and really glad that this 4 years we have memories together:) I love you guys always....

And of course my bestiesssss, E has been really busy during the last few months but we met alot through out the year. Am so glad to have you by my side whenever needed and me by your side when you needed it. May it be during the shit or losing your precious hp at T1. I love you loads:))))) My other bestie, TWS. I've known you all my life and am glad after our busy sec sch life, we got to meet much often this year. You have always been a great companion my whole life and I enjoyed talking about our childish ways:) This is to many more years of friendship. I love you:)))

So this is my last post of the year and things could not end better but with my family.
Although my dad is in HK now and mummy is on her way there. I thank everything that has happen the last year. And I love you guys loads.

Dream house#1

2009-12-26T22:25:00.001+08:00

x

Part of my dream house

I can't believe it's Christmas

2009-12-25T22:53:00.004+08:00

This was how excited I am to realise it's Christmas!

To end it off:

Just laugh it off.

Happy Holidays

2009-12-25T01:00:00.003+08:00

Christmas is here. It's the time of the year for BBQs here in Singapore, turkey, ham and cranberry sauce.
Children rushing down to the tree on Christmas morning to open presents, hoping your wish-list is fulfilled.
Sometimes I wish it would snow here, as my dream is to have a white Christmas someday.
But most importantly, let us not forget the true meaning of Christmas, which is Jesus.

Merry Christmas:)

On a Rainy Day

2009-12-18T01:03:00.003+08:00

Instead of doing my nails like I planned, today was spent with some moist chocolate cake, an old friend and reminiscing the past and drawing our futures.

WHOPEY!!!!!!!

2009-12-16T20:59:00.003+08:00

MY ROOM IS FINALLY CLEAN!!!!
After years of procrastination.
When I say clean, I mean clean.
Now I can go get a manicure done tmr:)))))

香港

2009-12-08T20:34:00.023+08:00

HK

2009-11-30T22:09:00.003+08:00

Eggtarts, MTR, Dimsum, Cantonese, Ting-ting Trams, Causeway Bay, Walking, H&M, Dried Food, Being Sick, Curry Porkchop Rice, Restaurants,Vitasoy, Sham Shui Po, More Walking, More Shopping, Guangzhou, Family Time.

Hello, I'm back:)

Long time no see

2009-11-16T14:29:00.002+08:00

Hello!!!

It feels so long. This is my only free time since I ended O's, yes I'm that busy, so I figured I should post something.
The last few days are mainly about umpiring, sleepovers, Girl's DP, cell outing, dinners, buying a luggage and replenishing on my lost sleep.
So O's has been a long and tough journey but I think I will elaborate more on that when I officially leave school, which is this Friday btw.
I am so happy and exited for the coming days as I will be packed to the brim.
I think this is it....for now

School's Out

2009-10-22T21:44:00.004+08:00

My last day of school was yesterday. It's a amazing that I am leaving this school soon, leaving 4/7 behind and starting on something new. Most of my classmates and teachers were a little sentimental about this with tears and all while I on the other hand seem a little heartless. Most of it is because, it hasn't kick in yet. I think it will only hit me on grad night or when I am leaving the next day. Funny how I'm like that. Anyway, I love 4/7, you guys rock!!!!

Check out the photos we took on the last day.
Credits to Donn's camera.

Hanging On

2009-10-06T22:09:00.001+08:00

Nobody but God knows how I'm feeling.
It's beyond description.

My love for sleep

2009-09-29T23:36:00.001+08:00

No matter how much I think you're a waste of time, I still need you.
I love you my sleep!!!!
Goodnight;)

Temptation

2009-09-19T10:17:00.000+08:00

Would you give in?

Oh, The Temptation from Steve V on Vimeo.

Healthy blogger!

2009-09-16T19:50:00.002+08:00

My oh my!!!
My blogger miraculously revived!!!
It's all healthy now.
Hopefully, this is not temporal.

Wee hours mugging

2009-09-09T00:36:00.000+08:00

Teary eyes from yawning and puffy face.

No matter how much I think sleep is a waste of time, I still need it.

Back to the books.

Project plans part ll

2009-09-06T19:56:00.000+08:00

(x)

Completed v.

Project plans

2009-09-05T11:57:00.000+08:00

(x x x x x)

The pink headpiece is really pretty and best of all, the shop is located in S'pore.

Auntie Suripah

2009-09-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

7 years is a really long time that I never knew past so fast.
She was more than just a helper but someone I considered to be close with even compared to some of my friends.
I chose not to go to the airport as I know I will probably burst into tears.
But I just want to say thank you for being in my life.

Cupcake Stop Truck

2009-08-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

Away from the really conventional ice cream truck, I came across something which I thought was ingenious:)

A cupcake truck:)

credits:maisondereveries

This cupcake truck even has a twitter feed to allow it's customers to know it's current location as it is always on the go. Looking at this really inspires me to bake right now!!!
The whole idea of it is really fresh and would work perfectly in fast paced cities, which explains it's location to be in the Big Apple.
Sadly, I foresee it not doing so well if it came here, nevertheless, will certainly look out for it if I ever go to New York again:)

Are you in the panda race?

2009-08-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

Have been exceptionally stressed out
I'm left with my combined science MCQ paper tmr and I will be done for prep.
I don't really want to think about this time's exam esp. Emaths. Good thing I redeemed myself in paper 2.
Well, if you have noticed by now, I've joined twitter for the fun of it. Found out that I could tweet through SMS.
Also another widget would be the countdown to remind myself to not be on the computer so often.
Off to revise, or maybe sleep early!!!

(Everyone is starting to compete using eyebags and darkcircles, something I call the panda race)

Random

2009-08-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

I'm this close to signing up with twitter.
11 more mins to the pledge taking.
I should be studying now.
My plan to boycott ION failed today.
I love the lighted wand that was given out today.
Combined service is the best.
2 mins gone.
9 mins to pledge taking.
Happy National Day.

Where will I be?

2009-08-04T18:42:00.000+08:00

Everyone seems to have their future mapped out.
Im just living day by day focusing on the big O.

Sidetrack of my life so far

2009-08-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

Hearing two different things is a problem.
You want to trust both but then you will be contradicting yourself.
On the outside everything seems fine and happy but beneath lies a pack of lies.
Then you ask yourself, what's wrong with these people.
And again, what's wrong with the whole world.

Sometimes ignorance is a bliss.

The Big Save

2009-07-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

For blogger and a PEN.

I think I have managed to solve the problem of blogger for now until they fix it properly.

For now, I think I can post some pictures.

Say hello to the Olympus Pen Digital or known as E-P1

credits:x

It's not exactly mine yet but I hope someday it will be.

What this little thing can do is amazing!

But there is that price to pay which I am slowly starting to work on from my monthly allowance.

So, it's going to be offering, food and this camera till I get it.

From the looks of the price, years is even possible.

Those who owe me money, aka Edna Khor, can contribute to my Victoria's Camera Fund:)

hahahahaaha.

Anyway, I am so not used to this new blogging system:(

System Down

2009-07-24T18:29:00.001+08:00

Blogger!!!!
Please get well soon so I can post pictures:(

Run

2009-07-18T22:33:00.004+08:00

I just came back from a great run.
The air was moist and the drizzle was cool.
The scary part is still the express way where it's so dark I'm scared I will get kidnapped.
Last night's night out for Jo was great since we hardly get to do it the past few weeks.
It was a nice change to have someone else take the pictures since I'm always doing it with my lousy camera.
Hence, no pictures since all of them look gross due to my lousy camera.

I'm thinking of getting a new one, but it will have to come out of my own pocket.
I really love the Leica M8 and the new Olympus Pen digital.

Cell today was good and different. I'm still trying to adjust and all. After all, I have been with liz ever since the beginning.
However, I know that change is the only thing constant and that God has so much more instore for me.
Therefore I am glad for this change and believe that we will multiply again,
As I was running just now, I thought about everything with God. Then somehow, I heard it.
I really did:)

Take a bow

2009-07-13T17:43:00.005+08:00

A few days ago I was feeling very stress with my studies and decided to side track a little for one night, and ended up digging into my fabric collection and sewed a bow. Didn't exactly finish it till just now.
Low and behold, janice was making one as well, difference is out of ribbons.
I really like the blue one you did.

I wish I could have cherry red nails now:(

Chinese Oral

2009-07-09T16:41:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I am finally done with O'level Chinese Oral!!!
Thanks goodness not as bad I thought it would be:)

I thingy down which gives me a whole lot stress.
Prep in 2 weeks time. Studying very hard.

Bye!

Last words

2009-07-06T21:42:00.003+08:00

So, the last post you see me talking bout my last week of holiday's weekend.
Being out the whole sat with the cell was great before the change.
Baptism, captain's ball, bbq.
I even got my first massage after the games and my goodness, my back nearly killed me.
After which I went back for fun laughter and of course JOY.

The next morning was the tough part.
Even as I write this now, I'm still having mixed thoughts and feelings.
One thing for sure I miss him alot.
It was the day that I have been picturing in my mind for months now.
He shook hands with everyone but added a special one for mine.
In my heart I knew what it meant and was reminded of the past when I used to sent him off.
The image of his back walking in and waving at us still is vivid.
No matter how much hurt I had from him, he will always hold a special place in my heart.

June Week 4

2009-06-28T21:51:00.004+08:00

The weekend have been a turmoil for me and it's not stopping with the upcoming week.
I'm too deprived of sleep to post pictures.
The weekdays were pretty good since I didn't even step out of the house but study except the occasional run.

Bye my precious holidays.
I have to start running towards my goal from tomorrow onwards.
Excited and Anxious.

June Week 3

2009-06-22T14:59:00.002+08:00

Non-stop lessons the whole week with the worse to be 8-4 maths.
Thankfully friday's eng lesson was cancelled which allowed me to sleep in a little.
So the whole issue of H1N1 has got relatively serious in Singapore.
With many talks of school holidays extending, part of me wishes for this yet another does not.
Yet, I have no idea why Singaporeans are so worried over this, I don't see anyone getting all worked up over the common flu which is even more deadly.

My blog is turning to be more wordy and boring and short.
Last week was fruitful with much work done plus a manicure and muji:)
So let this week be even better with even much more work done since it's the last before I start running to the end.

Enjoy.

June Week 2

2009-06-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

This week did do me some good.
I managed to get some rest and only had one day of school
I also finished more than half of my holiday homework, a first in my life.
A little sad that I could not make it for church camp but encounter retreat was great.
He did spoke and make me feel release.

Sad days

2009-06-09T21:00:00.003+08:00

I am so not looking forward to these dates.
28th June
1st July

Though sad, they are new beginnings.

June Week 1

2009-06-07T11:09:00.003+08:00

My face is literally sun-kissed now after a long day yesterday.
But I am glad I did well for my umpire's practical:)

On friday, me and Edna decided to meet up to talk and shop and in the midst of shopping, her precious handphone got stolen.
We made a report and all and hopefully things will go well.

On monday, after my atrocious chinese O's, I had a pleasant surprise finding Rujun, Merlissa under my block.
Kevin soon joined and seeing them made me miss Clarissa:)

On wednesday, my parents left for Milan. I am suppose to be there right now.

I have no more school!!!!
But tons of holiday homework.
But have to go back tmr, tues, and whole of 3rd week.

In bed

2009-05-27T21:13:00.002+08:00

I've never seen myself use this much tissue.
Today was worse than yesterday due to the probing headache.
It is now 9:15, I have been home alone the whole day.

Uroko House

2009-05-25T21:07:00.003+08:00

Chanced upon this while doing some surfing.

If I really had a small space, I would not mind doing this to my room.
The idea is really cool and fresh and not something you would see of ikea shelves.
This is definitely not your usual, everyday, ordinary put together shelf, but an explosive of creativity and DIY.
Do check out the process of it in it's original flickr set.
The guys behind this are amazing as well. Check out their other projects
Can't blame the Japanese for such genius ideas.

Snail Mail

2009-05-24T20:19:00.004+08:00

Saw this two letters laying on my table when I got back just now, and they are from my lovable TWS:)
Her letters are so cute, one for my birthday, and another for her birthday present which I personally delivered to her house.
These just brighten my day even more.
It's true how 13 years ago we would never have thought each other would still be the bestest of friends.
We need to go beyond our April, May and December issue:)
We still call each other's nicknames and I hope we never quarrel over peas again:)
I love you loads.

p.s snail mail rules!

Black Bird Fly

2009-05-14T20:49:00.004+08:00

Should I or should I not?

WonderGirls-Nobody

2009-05-09T08:13:00.002+08:00

Hello May
Currently exam week and yes I super stress by it.
But here is a little something for those out there like me being very stress.

Nobody by WonderGirls has been stuck in my head for the longest time. I hear it everywhere when I go out.

Pecking duck!!!! hahaaha

The thai versions are really funny. I wonder what goes on in their sch.

Maybe next time shall post Girl's Generation 'GEE'. Its even better

Eye Candy

2009-04-30T21:01:00.005+08:00

And my favourite

credits:x

Looking at these holga cameras, should I personalize mine too?

I chanced upon a website which I am so in love right now.
It's about the film cameras that are being used in tokyo and focusing on film in a very digital world.
Just goes to show how alive film is over there where over here everyone is going into the DSLR mode.
It would be great to start a project like that here in singapore but DSLR is in.
DSLR is good and all but old school is my kind.
Many cool models spotted. One of which Hexar RF half frame edition. Only 50 made in the world, only in Tokyo, Japan.
Lecia, pentax, Yashica, Nikkon and a Rolleicord too and a Rolleiflex
This is one of the many good reasons why I should live in Japan. Hehehehe.

If I'm speaking alien to you, its okay.
I'm in my own world:)

Cookie Monster

2009-04-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

credits:flickr

For Zhiying:)
I have now make it my mission to make the perfect cookie monster cupcake.
This was by far the most perfect one

Twisted

2009-04-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

Some crazy fun we had last saturday

Should I twitter?

2009-04-22T20:44:00.003+08:00

Currently blogging from my new birthday present.
Love it loads, thanks mummy and daddy.

In a few months time, many changes are going to take place.
With the midyears in a couple of weeks and O's drawing
and the big move of course, life will be taking a turn.
But I pray that all things will stay the same no matter what.
In years to come, there might be an even greater change, but i sincerely pray that all will be well.

Just some things:

-I missed B&J free cone day yesterday
-The weather has been exceptionally hot these days. Killing everyone in sch
-American Idol has been really good this season. My fave is Adam!!!
-Everyone seems to have time to watch movie, but i have a neverending list of need-to-watch
-Should I twitter?
-Most important thing is still the heat-killing weather. Need to find ways to cool down.

Rise up

2009-04-12T22:48:00.001+08:00

Thank you for the cross, Lord.
Thank you for the price You paid.
Bearing all my sin and shame,
In love You came
And gave amazing grace.

Thank you for this love, Lord.
Thank you for the nail pierced hands.
Washed me in Your cleansing flow,
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace.

For he rose again on this day and brought hope

Out and about the house

2009-03-17T22:35:00.002+08:00

Today I went for maths lesson and laze around the house.
Something I have been yearning to do for very long.
If only holiday homework can disappear.

Life so far.

2009-03-13T22:26:00.004+08:00

Secondary 4 has been robbing the life out of me.
Datelines to meet, work to do, never-ending assignments, and there is even suppose to be a CME project.
First paper in 2-3 months time. Freaking out.
Netball too.

East zone is done and we came in 4th.
It's quite sickening to get 4th again as we lost to st.hildas yet again.
We even got 4th for the netops carnival and they got 3rd. Fyi, our score difference then was by 1/2.
But the game that day at the stadium was disappointing. Everyone needed a moment to reflect.
Nationals will be up next commencing on the first week of term 2.

Honestly I am glad that we managed to get this far.
My goal in mind initially was to get into east zone top 4. And I am satisfied.

Our sch's annual cheer competition and cross country was today.
4/7 really put in great effort and I think I did myself proud for cross country.
I manage to squeeze out a medal despite the horrible stitch in my tummy.
I officially have a new favourite food.
It is the really very good durian pancakes from emicakes.
Simply the best.

Anyway, i just want to thank those who one way another showed support even if you didn't know
The usual crowd. You know who you are. Somehow being nervous together made me stay calm and run all the way.

Dapahne. For your water when I immediately finished my run.

The juniors. For cheering us on.

Siqi. It really was a pity that you could not get a medal as you were just right behind me. Thanks for your wishes.

Darren Eng. Testing me a maths question in the middle of watching cheer, keeping my personal belongings and bringing the groundsheet, super wonderful of you.

Guifang. Practically my life saver as I totally just sat there with my number card tired from it all. thanks for like registering my name when i nearly died. haha

Though some of you might not read this but really thanks, somehow, you guys just made my day even more special.

PTM tomorrow -.-

sometimes we just need to get back to that freefall
help me get back there
back to where there is no holding back.

Picture update.

2009-02-22T19:26:00.006+08:00

Eversince I upgraded my IPhone's software by adding a quadcam, there have been only better picture and mega fun.

I really like the last picture I took of Janice.
These pictures were taken before the 'no camera' rule was implaced and I have permissions from my friends to post these pictures in the net.
Just to mention this in case the school decides to arrest me with a yellow form of some sort.
Well with the new rule, less photos my friends.
Enjoy!

P.S
I am still alive. (In case you were wondering)

V-day

2009-02-15T20:46:00.003+08:00

Well, you can call it my day or whatsoever, but valentines day was a little different for me this year.
To start of, maybe I have mentioned this before but I think that only on such a day to express you love is so shallow.
What about the rest of the days. Does it mean they can't be special as well?
Good thing I'm in a cell that thinks like that as well.
You don't buy for me, I don't buy for you, we both save money. haha

This year I spent the morning in church like last year.
Afterwards, my day was spent at the hospital.
Honestly, this year could be one of my most meaningful v-day's as it felt like a love that was not cliche or over-rated but something really deep from my heart was really given.
Am really glad that i get to spend it this way, supporting liz during her time of need.

I would not want to have it another way

If you saw it, good for you

2009-01-18T20:56:00.001+08:00

I decided to remove the previous post.
Not that I think any of it was fake, but I realise it will do no one good.
If only he was still around.
Tomorrow's the big day.

Week 2

2009-01-14T18:18:00.005+08:00

So, I am into the second week since school started.
Boy has it been a rush.

Here's to sum it up.
1. O'level results are out.
2. Mrs Tan(gent) as our home tutor.
3. Signing of forms and buying files(x100)
4. Benny getting into top 12 for campus superstar!
5. Homework
6. Training
7. CCA Open House
8. Poly open house ( which I didn't even attend one since the sch decided not to bring us this year.)
9. Mr Ong getting his Doctrine, so now known as Dr. Ong
10. No more 9am school on wed. results in less sleep
11. More homework.

The coming weeks will be even worse
with east zone starting, tests, study camp, CNY and more training.

I can do it!
I can get through this year with your grace!

Since it has been so long since I posted a picture,
here is what I am craving for now.

Horse meat!!!

Best gift from school

2009-01-02T14:45:00.002+08:00

This is by far the best thing my school ever did.
It's to give the first day of school off. Whoohoo.

Have to say my new haircut is like better, esp when it is tied up.
I mean I have had this hairstyle before, if not how did I grow my long hair.
But it feels different and looks different from last time.
If you don't understand, it's okay :)

Bye 2008, Hello 2009

2009-01-01T15:53:00.004+08:00

2008 has been a ride for me going through so many things.
But I am glad that I managed to snap out of it and survive 2008.
It has been tough and 2009 might even be worse.
But I guess I did learn something that was to trust again in God.
To allow that free fall which I always found so hard.

Part of me is excited of 2009 but afraid.
New year, new things, new experiences and new challenges.
I hate new stuff sometimes, unless I hate the old of course.
Obviously it's my o'level year and my time to rise up.
So, I've got the jitters for it.

So, instead of looking at 2008, why not set some things I hope to accomplish for 2009.

1. Actually study.
Must tell myself that I love to study and need to since its o'level year.

2. Be happy.
Lots of unhappy things have happened in 2008 which made me feel crappy.
So need to tell myself to worry so much and stay calm and be happy.

3. Run.
Guess both spiritually and physically is what I want.
Obviously to train for cross country this year since didn't get much chance last year due to my injury. And also, the cell have
been talking about doing a marathon, so maybe 10Km?
And also to run nearer to God. To draw nearer is what I desire.

Well, school starts on monday for me hooray.
Am going to finish my homework between these 2 days. I just finish my chmistry!
Cut my hair later, and hopefully, get a new bag which I desperately need.

OH!!!
And here is something to look forward to,
My birthday is exactly in 3 months from today!

Vanilla cone

2008-12-18T11:37:00.003+08:00

So I finally met Edna 2 nights ago after all the cancelation of dates we have since weeks or months ago.
We caught up, ate and shop.
And I miss her so much.
And I hate mcdonalds for increasing their price of vanilla cone to 70cents.

Gonna be very busy the next few weeks!

The most irritating thing bout blogger now is that it is taking forever to load a photo

Late at night/In the wee hours

2008-12-14T00:47:00.005+08:00

What I do when I am bored at night and when Nigel's away.

Why I am like that today, I guess it was all because of it all.
How things didn't seem real and all I could depend on myself.
But I'm glad I have found my catcher.
The one to catch me when I fall

Photo booth on nigel's mac can't get anymore entertaining.
That's why I wanna Macbook Pro.
Actually, if it has the camera, I'm a happy kid:)

OneMonth

2008-12-01T22:07:00.002+08:00

here kitty kitty.

You know, I have exactly a month left for holidays.
Need to make full use of it, yes?

For Janice

2008-12-01T21:54:00.002+08:00

On saturday we celebrated Janice's birthday at KFC and nicholas zheng was utterly ashamed of us for doing weird stuff in public.
Anyway, here's for Janice.
Happy 14th Birthday.

Still alive.

2008-11-26T20:23:00.002+08:00

Just glad I survived training after many nights of little sleep and zero sleep from the previous night's chalet.
And you know what, I'm not that tired now but I'm off to bed

Feeling the holidays??? NOT!!!

2008-11-23T22:20:00.005+08:00

Weather was so hot today when I woke up that I nearly wanted to just grab the scissors and start snipping my locks off.
Crazy I know.
Then Joy said no, I will regret it eventually.

I've drawn up a few places that I must must must go during this holiday(as i might never get a chance next year)
so alot of thrift shopping to be done and little projects to be completed.
Maybe I should also bring my camera collection for a repair.
If only I had the money.

I saw a top at topshop sometime back and am still waiting for it to go on sale.
Please hurry!!!
But by the time it really is like lower, I might no longer be interested in getting it.
Always has been like that, always will be. HA

Yesterday was Joyclyn's birthday.
Happy birthday:)

As well as my dad's birthday.
Happy birthday daddy:)

Was rubbed in by Jordan today for his enjoyment of life after Os while I still have another year to suffer.
Still have a ton of school work to do:/

Matthew 6:33

2008-11-16T20:35:00.004+08:00

Sometimes in life we have choices to make.
You might make the right one or the wrong one.
You might need to choose the one that you know is right despite it not being your choice.

Yes, my studies are important but then I do not want a repeat of this year.
No longer do I want to strive to do things on my own strength but just live on his joy alone.
Knowing that I do not have to strive is something I knew for a very long time but I guess only through trials where you realise you have to let go and do a free fall.
Just as I was fretting over this issue about my studies, I guess God just spoke to me through today's message.

But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Matthew 6:33

I am glad with the decision I made in the end.
Cause it is what I wanted and what God wanted.
All I want is just to linger in his presence, to worship my God and serve my king:)
Thanks LIZ for your guidance:)

Last LAST week of school.

2008-11-12T21:10:00.004+08:00

I just completed 2 essays for my social studies, and I have another 4.
This is just great! I'm going to do a miracle by finishing them all.
Plus that, I also have a reflection report on Hotel Rwanda which all needs to be hand in by tomorrow.
I also have a very irritating 13 pages survey on our school system, mind you it is not something that you just thick or circle.
You actually have to write sentences in them.
Another very interesting thing to add is that I have an Amaths test on friday which I pressumed was not counted in our grades but today I found out that it is.
And I have extra training tomorrow which prevents me from studying.
And I still suck at Amaths.
I also have other crappy homework that is due tomorrow and they are still untouched.
This is just so brilliant!
I hate school and can't wait for this week to be over.
Last week of school! Whohoo!

Reason posting that picture up is so that it can remind me to stay calm and know why this is happening.

America's first African American President

2008-11-05T20:40:00.002+08:00

I am not exactly say a very political person, but I do know what needs to be known.
Yesterday, America voted for it's 44th president, and clearly Mr Barack Obama won.
It's amazing how such an election can affect situations in the whole wide world.
And I have to say that despite Obama's victory, McCain was a good sport and made a good speech.
I remember him saying, "Whatever our differences, we are all Americans,".
Which is quite true.
Things are going to be quite interesting in the next few years.

Over the weekend 1

2008-11-03T16:46:00.003+08:00

Well, I survived yesterday and today. Which is good. Since my body the whole day from yesterday.
But now I have to face tmr and all my stupid undone Amaths homework which are all long over due.
So irritating.

On Saturday, training was cancelled last minute!!!
So I was like sitting at the pe office ready to pounce on someone, then Eunice came!!!!
Thank Goodness!
It really is a terrible feeling to have to wake up so early for training and reach there and find out that it is cancelled. It already sucks to have to wake up early when I slept so late the previous night.

So I headed home around nine and was out of the house by 10.
Did the craziest thing by going to IMM.
Haha, refreshing to go to the west once in a while.
The Daiso there is the best!!! Ginormous to the max!
It's exactly like the biggest 100 yen shop I went to in Fukuoka at Hakata station.
Since we are going to go for cell there once every month, I'm going to go there after cell.

After so long, I thank God for this new addition that very small glimpse of hope.
It really is refreshing, and I hope the cell won't stop there.

Durian after cell with mom.
Studied till the wee hours in the morning.

Sunday was okay, just feeling very very sleepy.
After service, cabbed down to simei, and the match begin.
Just glad I survived it.
And I just got news that we are going to have inter-cell basketball:/
Not exactly thrilled, but looking forward.
I finally get my holiday plans going on:)

Jitters

2008-10-27T13:12:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm super scared of sunday.
Playing basketball against them is so freaky.
Bridging starts tomorrow which means, 2009 is coming.
Stuck at home for the day to study.
Bye

Thinking back

2008-10-26T21:30:00.004+08:00

2007:last day of school

It's amazing how fast one school year passes by, before we know it, we will be saying aurevoir.
Back then things seem so real, so true but I knew that a day like this would come.
I so saw it coming.
That what we used to have seems like it vanished into thin air.
Everyone slowly has different priorities, different desires, different goals.
That maybe sometimes some may feel the other to be more important.
Owells

Worst day of my life.

2008-10-17T11:46:00.002+08:00

I think we all need a break from yesterday.
I just hope that you guys will be okay and that you will be repentant.
Make this mistake only once and focus at the end goal.
Thank goodness the O's don't count our overall school years.
Dwell on it no more, continue with what is truly important.

Gosh it just hurts my heart to see you guys like that.

Everyone is responsible for their own action, speech, and thoughts.
Every mistake and evil thought reflect your personality, upbringing and integrity.
Strong will power, determination and bravery are very important.
Remember for life.

F1 Fever.

2008-10-03T16:03:00.004+08:00

Here here.
This was where it all began. Actually when I exited from city link, I could here the cars already.
I was there around 4 which explains the sun.

There were other races going on as well, like the Aston Martin Asian Cup and another one which I can't remember.
Here is one of the Aston Martin cars.
I was desperately trying to find my way to the paddock club entrance when I took this picture.

I really liked these balloons. They were huge and shiny!
(You know what! blogger can't upload my pictures. shall try again later)

edit
you know what, forget it.

29.9.08

2008-09-29T21:35:00.006+08:00

Onto the last hour of my third and last paper of the day, it stared to pour.
Went straight home after the paper with a foul and disappointed mood, trying to get everyone to stop studying and quit school with me. Esp. Eunice.
I remember telling Janelle once that I want to quit school when the pressure was getting to me and she started looking at me with disbelief.

Immediately took a hot shower, ate cup noodle and watched my drama.
To add on to my study strike of the day, i decided to blog.
But come to think of it, I should not blog about my lousy day

Just browsing through my daily reads,
and I saw this.

credits: altamiranyc

I think one of my favourite photos of Louise.
Those stockings are a killer.
And I have been seeing a whole lots of this vest around. Just the other day, I saw one in zara.
Too bad there ain't fall or winter in Singapore. Cause I think the great think about these seasons is layering.
You get to experiment and layer at the same time to keep you warm.

Over the weekend I caught the F1, esp on friday when I went for the practice session at Marina.
Mark Webber totally crashed right infront of me, but irritating singaporeans and japanese keep walking infront of me thus blocking my view.
Nigel told me they got better seats the next few days as well by switching to somewhere else.
I hope i get to meet S.Vettel someday. *Dreams...
Donn lost his bet on Vettel, so sad but he won the last race before this.
And he is like the minority and only 21, made history of becoming the youngest winner after F. Alonso.
Oh! if you didn't know, Alonso won our first night race.

We also celebrated liz birthday.
I think for that, I will leave it to the pictures when I have time.
Happy Birthday Liz:)

2008-09-04T21:25:00.003+08:00

I guess I have to be honest that i have not even studied until now since the holidays started.
It is just that I have so much going on that, there seems to be no time.
It's like from dawn to dusk I have something on, and I only manage to caught some sleep today.
There is a match tmr followed by a meeting. Hopefully by the time I get home I will not drop dead and be able to at least complete my homework.

I am only secondary 3.
Do all secondary 3's live like that?
I know the answer but I just feel like asking.

But I am glad that my parents are happy with my results this term

JILLE

2008-09-04T11:18:00.005+08:00

I finally got my hands on the latest issue of Jille.
Have been searching for it in Singapore ever since my last trip to Japan.
Here's how is it.

It really is a magazine on cute stuff.
You don't even need to know japanese to understand it.
The girls were swarming over it when I opened it at training yesterday.
Cute overload!!!

Holiday Assignments

2008-08-31T21:43:00.003+08:00

I attempted to do my english compre.
Only did 3 questions out of 6,
gave up reading the second passage half way.

Holiday assignments are tough to the max.
Extreme shitty.

September "holiday"

2008-08-31T18:40:00.003+08:00

On my way to the tour of the Imperial Palace in Tokyo

Know what!
Die also cannot lose to 6.2 this sat.
Good thing I have trng tmr.

So our so called holiday starts this week.
One week of supposedly no school is not really a vacation since I need to go back as well.
At least I have thrift shopping tmr
I am going to attempt to clean my room and complete all holiday assignments.

Study plans tonight off, so I have to study alone.

Stress??

2008-08-27T21:38:00.003+08:00

Well well, it is the end of term 3 already.
Learning fest the past two days. Didn't seem as impressive as last year.
Caught a glimpse of my results slip. Slight improvement, but long way to go.
I wanna do super well for my EOY! Must have faith and strength, wisdom and God.

Since it is Wednesday today, people have been commenting about me looking stress the past few days.
Just today.

Reuben:"Look at her stress face"
*talking to weiyang, referring to me.
Vic: * I just smiled at him.

Later today,

Joy:"How's school? You look super stress."
Vic:"Yeah, lots of things, lots of work."

Honestly, I didn't think I was in much stress but I am aware that I have been doing alot this term.
Surviving on very little sleep with so much work to do probably lead me to self denial.
Plus also the stupid shit I faced a few weeks back.
I honestly did not think I am so stress until people started saying I was.
Now that I am thinking, maybe I might be.
But then life goes on. So, no point thinking about such stuff.

Talking about joy, me and deb popped by her workplace today.
Deb was frying her hand with the display lights in the shops and she and joy are alien friends.
And we took a very long while to decide on my mum's gift, okay, maybe I was the fussy one.
But I am happy with my decision. :)
Maybe in future will pop by more often.

If you manage to read until here, I salute you for you perseverance of my wordy post bout my boring life.

Mum just got home with some flowers and blogger is super laggy today.