3am

It's 3 in the morning and I don't usually blog anymore because school is taking all my time, but tonight I just feel so awake from all the math practices I'm doing, and just thought it would be cool to let off some thoughts here.

Its amazing that I'm feeling so awake at this hour as the workload and revision has really been making me sleep early but today I just went on and on, plus I started doing some work only around nine and got distracted half way with "The X Factor" on tele. hehe. Anyway, I'm glad that I'm feeling so much better cause earlier in the day I had one of those moments that I could just die and cry cause of stupid math. Its like I spent half of the day trying to recall what I have so diligently studied for the past year but nothing seemed to come out which switched on the panic mode button in me. It went on for hours and it was horrible that I decided to just chill with some tele before I started work again at 9. Afterwards I manage to sit down to do a chapter which i thought I could do and thank goodness I could. So all in all I did a pretty good 6-and-a-half chapters (since I'm half done with differentiation), in the span of 1 day for all the older chapters and the more recent ones were constantly being practiced. So yeah Im happy:)

Maths is gonna be really tough for me. All I pray for is a C.
Pretty Please!!
While I brush up on my economics and chemistry which I pray should be alright.
Gosh its promo weeks and I'm really praying for the best.
Wish me luck!!

General Elections 2011

The GE are currently going on and today is supposedly the "cooling off day" where citizens are given a day off from rallies to think over their vote.
The past week there have been rallies by the many parties in Singapore all over the island.

The rally at Hougang Stadium probably got the most of my attention seeing it is so near to school, that the special operations police were stationed early in school in an event of a riot. It even got the whole upper serangoon road jam that it was all over twitter that everyone had to wait a good 30-45 mins for a bus home. We have work to do you know!!

However from the past month or so, I have never seen Singapore from such a perspective in my life.
They do say that once you start discussing about politics with your friends, you are growing up. Much less in a jc where it is an extremely commonly discussed topic. The nation just seemed chaotic and the future does seem bleak to a certain extent.
Various parties at rallies telling people the policies that they can offer to them and how they can make our future better.
But to be honest we all know how long it takes for change to actually happen and if it does happen won't it have its limitations and the need for more solutions which could possibly be a non-benefit to the nation. How can we set a guarantee that this change will be of good. Yet, we all know that what we currently have could possibly be something of that could be a negative notion for our future. These questions that seem so uncertain of that we as Singaporeans truly have to ask ourselves what we hope the future of Singapore to be like.

Thankfully, I need not have to vote this time round. However my time will have to come when I turn of age.
And it is then will I have to consider what I would like to see in my future and the benefits that I'm able to have access to and the progression the government has taken from the last GE.

It such a depressing sight to come to see Singaporeans lashing out at one another be it parties/individuals on their wrongdoings and negative things in the light of politics. It just shows the lack of a gracious society. At the end of it, it just shows how the government has been trying to build the idea of "One people, One nation, One Singapore" to be an ideal, cause no matter what, there will be 2 sides to the story. This clearly reflecting the idea of "Ideal vs Reality" in terms of the nation's "togetherness". A very contradictory word to be used for such a time.

A'Div

Tomorrow is the day that A'Div starts.
We have been training so hard for this day and I really am telling myself to:
finish my runs
make my shots count
cut whenever I see the defender
make a proper loop pass to huiyi
dodge for centre pass
hold player when defending
watch my footwork
have the right placement of ball
be more daring
have faith in the team mates
be confident

GO TEAM SR!!

A for Awesome!!

Here are some pics from my new blackberry!!!^^
>>>NSL
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Poor Ming.
My new scent! LOVE IT!!!!

The scent just makes everything pretty:)
Things I carry in my bag on a weekly basis.

Damn heavy. No wonder my shoulder hurts.

Need to force myself to carry smaller bags.
Birthday cookies my mum sent to my hse when she was in China.
The girls who made my birthday a really awesome day. Thanks for the surprise:)
Finally getting my hair cut.

Loving my new starbucks tumblr too!!! Its the limited ed jap sakura collection I bought in Taiwan seeing it was sold out in Spore.
Amy Tan doing what she does best. Playing around. Haha!
SR Olympics yesterday and Charine was awfully tired since the sun totally drained everyone and we had alot of waiting time.
One more picture with the girls. Hehehehehehehee.

So season is about to start in about a week's time.
Have not been really on form but this week was really good.
I actually got an A for my maths test. Yeah like what kind of big deal is that yo may ask. But it was definitely an assurance after my previous breakdown.
Yesterday was also the release of the PW results and yes thank God, I got a freaking A.
SR had like 90% A. A for Awesome!!
All those frustrations, brain cracking and sleepless nights all worth something.
10 points down 80 more to go Vic!!
Plus I actually did much better on court yesterday during friendly yesterday (less scolding from coach)
but then again there is always room for improvement.

So yes this week was really good and I hope next week will be too since I have like 3 tests and NAPFA, which I most prob will fail cause my leg hurts.

Back to the books!

Since the last time

Since the last time I posted anything,

-Had a blast at this year's lit night:)

-Got myself a blackberry

-I got really into studying and coping myself up in the school library.

-Had training increse to x3 a week

-Made new friends:)

-Celebrated Darren and Moses Birthday!!

-Went to watch Emily of Emerald Hill!!!!! So awesome!

-There was a really bad earthquake and tsunami that struck Japan

-Ventured to Taiwan a week after the natural.d

-Felt really lousy about myself about alot of things.

-Celebrated my 18th birthday!!

-Had my hair cut

My new hair cut plus a very sad face that none of my friends realised I cut my hair in school today.
By far the shortest my hair has gone in a really looooooooooooooooong time

Gong Xi Gong Xi

GONG HEI FATT CHOY!!!!

It's the third day of CNY already but I'm like so busy during this period for the last 4 days.

Go everywhere to bainian and eat and bainian.

So far I ate like only 2 pineapple tart, 1 slice worth of ba kua, about 8 melting moments and lots of keropok.

Every time I see the food staring at me, calling my name, and me feel like gobbling them down, Miss Au's voice seem to always manage to ring in my head. Best la Miss Au.

I got some pictures from Sr Picnic as well as tonight's since we celebrated zhiying's birthday with my jc friends. Round 2 on monday. Shall keep it short as my bed is calling for me.

P.S I hear ppl outside playing mahjong nowzzzz!!! WO YAO!

Being in the winning house!

We win like champions!

We fight like champions!

We win like champions fight like champions

All the rest can go fly kite

Fly kite Fly kite

All the rest can go fly kite

Later kena lightning strike

BOOMMZZ

Draco'11 House champion

Orientation is like finally over although I only attended 2 days.
SR Picnic today was pretty awesome though I didn't really bond with my class but too busy socializing with the SPs.

SPs Oi!
Sps Oi
Sps Sps!!
LEPAK!!

There was a bunch of SPs initiated cheer about lepak-ing, retaining and having a 3-year course Jc life.
Sps so cool. Why hate it when you can embrace it!

P.S Im so glad it stopped raining in time for the picnic and cinema under the stars!! Thank you God!