Vanilla cone

So I finally met Edna 2 nights ago after all the cancelation of dates we have since weeks or months ago.
We caught up, ate and shop.
And I miss her so much.
And I hate mcdonalds for increasing their price of vanilla cone to 70cents.

Gonna be very busy the next few weeks!

The most irritating thing bout blogger now is that it is taking forever to load a photo

Late at night/In the wee hours

What I do when I am bored at night and when Nigel's away.

Why I am like that today, I guess it was all because of it all.
How things didn't seem real and all I could depend on myself.
But I'm glad I have found my catcher.
The one to catch me when I fall

Photo booth on nigel's mac can't get anymore entertaining.
That's why I wanna Macbook Pro.
Actually, if it has the camera, I'm a happy kid:)

OneMonth

here kitty kitty.

You know, I have exactly a month left for holidays.
Need to make full use of it, yes?

For Janice

On saturday we celebrated Janice's birthday at KFC and nicholas zheng was utterly ashamed of us for doing weird stuff in public.
Anyway, here's for Janice.
Happy 14th Birthday.

Still alive.

Just glad I survived training after many nights of little sleep and zero sleep from the previous night's chalet.
And you know what, I'm not that tired now but I'm off to bed

Feeling the holidays??? NOT!!!

Weather was so hot today when I woke up that I nearly wanted to just grab the scissors and start snipping my locks off.
Crazy I know.
Then Joy said no, I will regret it eventually.

I've drawn up a few places that I must must must go during this holiday(as i might never get a chance next year)
so alot of thrift shopping to be done and little projects to be completed.
Maybe I should also bring my camera collection for a repair.
If only I had the money.

I saw a top at topshop sometime back and am still waiting for it to go on sale.
Please hurry!!!
But by the time it really is like lower, I might no longer be interested in getting it.
Always has been like that, always will be. HA

Yesterday was Joyclyn's birthday.
Happy birthday:)



As well as my dad's birthday.
Happy birthday daddy:)




Was rubbed in by Jordan today for his enjoyment of life after Os while I still have another year to suffer.
Still have a ton of school work to do:/

Matthew 6:33

Sometimes in life we have choices to make.
You might make the right one or the wrong one.
You might need to choose the one that you know is right despite it not being your choice.

Yes, my studies are important but then I do not want a repeat of this year.
No longer do I want to strive to do things on my own strength but just live on his joy alone.
Knowing that I do not have to strive is something I knew for a very long time but I guess only through trials where you realise you have to let go and do a free fall.
Just as I was fretting over this issue about my studies, I guess God just spoke to me through today's message.

But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Matthew 6:33

I am glad with the decision I made in the end.
Cause it is what I wanted and what God wanted.
All I want is just to linger in his presence, to worship my God and serve my king:)
Thanks LIZ for your guidance:)

Last LAST week of school.

I just completed 2 essays for my social studies, and I have another 4.
This is just great! I'm going to do a miracle by finishing them all.
Plus that, I also have a reflection report on Hotel Rwanda which all needs to be hand in by tomorrow.
I also have a very irritating 13 pages survey on our school system, mind you it is not something that you just thick or circle.
You actually have to write sentences in them.
Another very interesting thing to add is that I have an Amaths test on friday which I pressumed was not counted in our grades but today I found out that it is.
And I have extra training tomorrow which prevents me from studying.
And I still suck at Amaths.
I also have other crappy homework that is due tomorrow and they are still untouched.
This is just so brilliant!
I hate school and can't wait for this week to be over.
Last week of school! Whohoo!

Reason posting that picture up is so that it can remind me to stay calm and know why this is happening.

America's first African American President

I am not exactly say a very political person, but I do know what needs to be known.
Yesterday, America voted for it's 44th president, and clearly Mr Barack Obama won.
It's amazing how such an election can affect situations in the whole wide world.
And I have to say that despite Obama's victory, McCain was a good sport and made a good speech.
I remember him saying, "Whatever our differences, we are all Americans,".
Which is quite true.
Things are going to be quite interesting in the next few years.

Over the weekend 1

Well, I survived yesterday and today. Which is good. Since my body the whole day from yesterday.
But now I have to face tmr and all my stupid undone Amaths homework which are all long over due.
So irritating.

On Saturday, training was cancelled last minute!!!
So I was like sitting at the pe office ready to pounce on someone, then Eunice came!!!!
Thank Goodness!
It really is a terrible feeling to have to wake up so early for training and reach there and find out that it is cancelled. It already sucks to have to wake up early when I slept so late the previous night.

So I headed home around nine and was out of the house by 10.
Did the craziest thing by going to IMM.
Haha, refreshing to go to the west once in a while.
The Daiso there is the best!!! Ginormous to the max!
It's exactly like the biggest 100 yen shop I went to in Fukuoka at Hakata station.
Since we are going to go for cell there once every month, I'm going to go there after cell.

After so long, I thank God for this new addition that very small glimpse of hope.
It really is refreshing, and I hope the cell won't stop there.

Durian after cell with mom.
Studied till the wee hours in the morning.

Sunday was okay, just feeling very very sleepy.
After service, cabbed down to simei, and the match begin.
Just glad I survived it.
And I just got news that we are going to have inter-cell basketball:/
Not exactly thrilled, but looking forward.
I finally get my holiday plans going on:)

Jitters

Okay, I'm super scared of sunday.
Playing basketball against them is so freaky.
Bridging starts tomorrow which means, 2009 is coming.
Stuck at home for the day to study.
Bye

Thinking back

2007:last day of school

It's amazing how fast one school year passes by, before we know it, we will be saying aurevoir.
Back then things seem so real, so true but I knew that a day like this would come.
I so saw it coming.
That what we used to have seems like it vanished into thin air.
Everyone slowly has different priorities, different desires, different goals.
That maybe sometimes some may feel the other to be more important.
Owells

Worst day of my life.

I think we all need a break from yesterday.
I just hope that you guys will be okay and that you will be repentant.
Make this mistake only once and focus at the end goal.
Thank goodness the O's don't count our overall school years.
Dwell on it no more, continue with what is truly important.

Gosh it just hurts my heart to see you guys like that.

Everyone is responsible for their own action, speech, and thoughts.
Every mistake and evil thought reflect your personality, upbringing and integrity.
Strong will power, determination and bravery are very important.
Remember for life.

F1 Fever.

Here here.
This was where it all began. Actually when I exited from city link, I could here the cars already.
I was there around 4 which explains the sun.



There were other races going on as well, like the Aston Martin Asian Cup and another one which I can't remember.
Here is one of the Aston Martin cars.
I was desperately trying to find my way to the paddock club entrance when I took this picture.








I really liked these balloons. They were huge and shiny!
(You know what! blogger can't upload my pictures. shall try again later)

edit
you know what, forget it.

29.9.08

Onto the last hour of my third and last paper of the day, it stared to pour.
Went straight home after the paper with a foul and disappointed mood, trying to get everyone to stop studying and quit school with me. Esp. Eunice.
I remember telling Janelle once that I want to quit school when the pressure was getting to me and she started looking at me with disbelief.

Immediately took a hot shower, ate cup noodle and watched my drama.
To add on to my study strike of the day, i decided to blog.
But come to think of it, I should not blog about my lousy day

Just browsing through my daily reads,
and I saw this.



credits: altamiranyc

I think one of my favourite photos of Louise.
Those stockings are a killer.
And I have been seeing a whole lots of this vest around. Just the other day, I saw one in zara.
Too bad there ain't fall or winter in Singapore. Cause I think the great think about these seasons is layering.
You get to experiment and layer at the same time to keep you warm.

Over the weekend I caught the F1, esp on friday when I went for the practice session at Marina.
Mark Webber totally crashed right infront of me, but irritating singaporeans and japanese keep walking infront of me thus blocking my view.
Nigel told me they got better seats the next few days as well by switching to somewhere else.
I hope i get to meet S.Vettel someday. *Dreams...
Donn lost his bet on Vettel, so sad but he won the last race before this.
And he is like the minority and only 21, made history of becoming the youngest winner after F. Alonso.
Oh! if you didn't know, Alonso won our first night race.

We also celebrated liz birthday.
I think for that, I will leave it to the pictures when I have time.
Happy Birthday Liz:)

I guess I have to be honest that i have not even studied until now since the holidays started.
It is just that I have so much going on that, there seems to be no time.
It's like from dawn to dusk I have something on, and I only manage to caught some sleep today.
There is a match tmr followed by a meeting. Hopefully by the time I get home I will not drop dead and be able to at least complete my homework.

I am only secondary 3.
Do all secondary 3's live like that?
I know the answer but I just feel like asking.

But I am glad that my parents are happy with my results this term

JILLE

I finally got my hands on the latest issue of Jille.
Have been searching for it in Singapore ever since my last trip to Japan.
Here's how is it.
















It really is a magazine on cute stuff.
You don't even need to know japanese to understand it.
The girls were swarming over it when I opened it at training yesterday.
Cute overload!!!

Holiday Assignments

I attempted to do my english compre.
Only did 3 questions out of 6,
gave up reading the second passage half way.

Holiday assignments are tough to the max.
Extreme shitty.

September "holiday"

On my way to the tour of the Imperial Palace in Tokyo

Know what!
Die also cannot lose to 6.2 this sat.
Good thing I have trng tmr.

So our so called holiday starts this week.
One week of supposedly no school is not really a vacation since I need to go back as well.
At least I have thrift shopping tmr
I am going to attempt to clean my room and complete all holiday assignments.

Study plans tonight off, so I have to study alone.

Stress??

Well well, it is the end of term 3 already.
Learning fest the past two days. Didn't seem as impressive as last year.
Caught a glimpse of my results slip. Slight improvement, but long way to go.
I wanna do super well for my EOY! Must have faith and strength, wisdom and God.

Since it is Wednesday today, people have been commenting about me looking stress the past few days.
Just today.

Reuben:"Look at her stress face"
*talking to weiyang, referring to me.
Vic: * I just smiled at him.

Later today,

Joy:"How's school? You look super stress."
Vic:"Yeah, lots of things, lots of work."

Honestly, I didn't think I was in much stress but I am aware that I have been doing alot this term.
Surviving on very little sleep with so much work to do probably lead me to self denial.
Plus also the stupid shit I faced a few weeks back.
I honestly did not think I am so stress until people started saying I was.
Now that I am thinking, maybe I might be.
But then life goes on. So, no point thinking about such stuff.

Talking about joy, me and deb popped by her workplace today.
Deb was frying her hand with the display lights in the shops and she and joy are alien friends.
And we took a very long while to decide on my mum's gift, okay, maybe I was the fussy one.
But I am happy with my decision. :)
Maybe in future will pop by more often.

If you manage to read until here, I salute you for you perseverance of my wordy post bout my boring life.

Mum just got home with some flowers and blogger is super laggy today.

High up

Jet stream

I want life to be simple.
Somehow, thats's how this picture speaks to me

Childhood Flames

You know most of my readers for this blog are Americans.
Hi all Americans out there reading this! (Me doing a hysterical wave)
Honestly , I was even amazed(still am) that someone actually reads this space of mine.
So today, I think I shall blog about something that is blog worthy.

Well let's see.

As I have mentioned before, I have found more interesting things to fit into my daily browse instead of the boring old friendster which managed to entertain me for amazingly quite a few years.
I have obviously grown sick of it, that I told myself not to join facebook.
Yeah, everyone seems to have one, even my mum, but I think I would prefer to stay away from it.

So here's what that has been in my life.

Childhood Flames has been one of my favourites so far.
Her dressing to me is so timeless that it fits with whatever season or era you are in.
Her purchase of monotone basics and a little touch of print and colour or jewllery is genius.
To think that Camille is my age is simply WOW!
She has really thought me to really think on what I can use for an outfit.
Can it be used a different way? and that I should really invest on long term items.

Here's an insight.













credits: childhoodflames.bs.com

Anyway, feel free to leave a comment or a link so that I can check out what you have to day:)

Dental

Today I went for my dental check up in school.
Valerie said I was crazy since I was so exited about it.
Laughing non-stop.

Sunshine after the rain.

Getting PS is already not a good thing.
But I got PS twice yesterday thanks to deb and darren.
Okay i will not blame Darren since he was really tired.
But Deb...
Yah well her case didn't stop me from going to our hangout.

___

Just got back from cell.
Played badminton in the morning followed be traveling to katong for lan.
Super fun, but sort of forgot the controls after not playing for so long.
Then had my long awaited durians! YumYum. The uncle was super nice.
Think I am gonna eat from him everytime now.
Thank God I had Mum to get Dr Leslie to recommend us.

Now I am heading to liz hse for dinner than late night movie.
Than sleepover tonight!
Bye:)

Have a great national day
Singapore is 43! Whohoo!!

I give attitude!
Bloody Shit!
Who is the one giving the damn attitude!

You rather trust someone else than me...
Now I know.

Still irritated...

Modulus function graph is killing my brain cells.

I don't know how to describe the day actually.
Seems so...
I don't know.

I am getting irritated more and more but somehow I do not show it out.
But then today I realise that everyday normal people are going through the same things.
I just feel that, there must be so much more to life than just the daily motion we go through.

Now, I am thinking of Wendy's favourite line.
" There must be more than this "
How true it is.

I'm just irritated with how things are.
Why must it be like this? Why? Why?

This is such an emo post.
If you have no clue what I am blogging bout,
don't bother trying to figure.

*I want to bling my iphone. The whole thing!

Irritated to the max!!!

I am seriously irritated now. My day has been so irritating to the max!
I want my space to not be shared. I do not want to listen to all you people have to say.
I just want to be left alone.
I want things to be back the way they were.
___


cupcake:)







This is what i call a group shot.

Do not bother asking me to send pictures, as I feel that all these are shots of my own.
Don't bother to grab the pictures unless you intend to credit me.
As you can see, I am still irritated.

No pictures

I wanted to post the pics taken on friday, but I'm so lazy now.
Out to study now. bye.

Thanks Deb!

Just wanna say that I'm grateful for your words last night and i have no idea what I was thinking there and then.
If i didn't call you, i might have went crazy and start freaking out and not sleep the whole night.
Thanks Deb, for being there and letting me be there for you during your times.

Happy Birthday:)

Pissed off!

The stupid looking girl next to me didn't go to school today.
Ha! a day of peace! just joking:)
This picture was taken some time back at a study session.
Apparantly she didn't study at all but spent her time camwhoring and sleeping.
But then cause she does not do her homework. Sad case.

Don't think just because you can just step in and take over our lives ad think that you are actually part of it. You so have to do more than that than to just order us around. You actually need to gain our respect before we will listen.
Drilling us will not work

Training today was one word.
Starts with a S followed by a H than a vowel I lastly an alphabet T

Cycle fun!

Well, last paper for CT was today and the fact that I studied so hard and nothing great came out irritates me a little.
Nevertheless, I am happy that this is over.
There might be disappointment and a little joy, I am so going to work my butt off for my end-years.
I don't want to regret whatever i did this year, last thing would ever want.
Rewinding part after sch was helpful I'll say, I certainly enjoyed myself.

As you can see, the uploading of picture thing is working!
Yay, hopefully, photos coming up.

Special Day:)

Amaths Common Test tomorrow.
It's 9:50pm and I have not even started revising.
Brilliant!
Mrs Tan only gave us false hope of postponing the test, turns out she meant a different timing.

Somehow, seeing shan again today made my day even more special:)

Lag lagger

School has been stressful to the max man!
Everyday I have to study like a kid with no life.
The homework is never ending.

I just finished binomial expansion which is only the first part only.
I thought that was all man.
Anyway, my stupid com is so lagging and i hangs whenever I try to upload something.
Which means we will see words words and more wordy post!
No pictures at all, irritating.
I'm so over friendster too. Some how I have found new daily reads which I really like, and stopped using friendster.
Maybe, just maybe I might join facebook, when I am like really old and have no friends. Haha.

Anyway, I'm saving lots of ka-ching these days/weeks.
But my want to go to mission trip has to be put off due to some unseen circumstances.
After exams, I am so going to go thrift shopping again

I want to cut my hair!!!
I have been saying this for weeks, just ignore me.
I just have the urge to tell the world.
Maybe someone out there might come and motivate me to get a haircut.

I lost all my old hairbands, sad....

Thieves Market

Honestly, i am such a happy kid uptill now.
Yesterday was probably the best day in the month.
Looking at all the stuff i bought at a cheapo price is shocking.
Sorry, this is the only part of me where im super singaporean.

Also know as beggars market.
Anyway, i saw a really cool Yashica camera and started freaking out.
This is my favourite hang out place ever!

Polyvore-Vintage Vantage

Agfa Isoly III

Remember my purchase from the flea market?
here it is!!!



It's an Agfa Isoly III
It only cause me a whopping 30 buckaroos!
Such a steal that i had to get it.
Deb guessed that it was $70! ha, bet she hated me for this steal.

Today i saw the most perfect pair of gold shoes in mango, and there is no maths hmk today!
Whohoo!!! rejoice!
Finally a good night of sleep.

Busy Bee

It sure has been a busy week, with first day of sch and stuff.
Clogged with homework and i cant imagine that im taking my common tests in about 4 weeks time.
Okay, make that 3 weeks minus this week.

Last week was the first what's up thingy, and here's a view of the deco.



The airplanes hanging down from the wall was really cool, like in the show those kind.

You know, yesterday after cell, while i was on the bus home.
I passed by central and there was a flea-market like bazar going on.
Immediately got off the bus and check it out.
Didnt manage to get anything, until i made my final round and at the last stall,
this caught my eye.



keep guessing what is it:)

oh!
I will post the japan picture if i have time.

I'm back

Touched down not long ago, and yes, I'm back
This trip is a total lack of sleep man, but i experienced everything, and i mean everything.
From earthquakes to witnessing tokyo gangfights, also filming and knowing that a shooting was going round the city.
I'm just glad to be back, and i miss you guys.

IPhone 3G is out and only for USD$199. bloody cheap i tell you.
i thought it would only drop to USD$299. But no, now it's like so much cheaper than my current one.

I think the guys are crazy to be able to watch basketball now. even though it's game 4 with boston leading, it's still crazy

Unpack, Pack

Yay! i survived nyaa camp and could last even longer there as it was so fun!
By far the best sch camp i have ever been to.

First day was all about team building games. jumping into the lake and playing at the nearby river.
Trekking up Mount Panti on the second day then building a raft to compete with the other groups.
Next day was all about kayaking along Johor river which was so exhausting.

Each night we had debrief followed by talking crap and playing lame games while doing our nyaa reflections.
Ben Bok won best camper and i survived without any leech bites:)

Probably the last time i will ever see Mr San and i really do appreciate all that he has done for the team.

Dad and Nigel are watching the LA lakers vs BOS celtics finals currently which is quite intense.
Maybe a fishing trip later and i will need to pack again! Whohoo!!

down

so angry!!!!!!!!!!!
dont ask!!!!!!!!!!!

Polyvore rocks!

Polyvore is what i have been playing with.
So fun man!
The range of their stuff is so huge.
I love it! Try it out too.

What holiday?!?!

mirror mirror on the truck?

It's wednesday of the first week of vacation.
I've not touched the computer for 3 days, amazing seeing that it is the holidays.

Well, the past 3 days have been in school with lessons.
SS on monday and 4 hrs of maths yesterday and today.
Maths totally dry my brain up, i was so restless the whole time.
It was followed by either pt or training.

somehow we all just gave in without any thinking.
ever thought of the consequences of such actions.
what bout the feelings and emotions?
are they something we care on the surface and ignore it behind backs.

It came out in the papers in the home section on monday.
SCHOOL HOLIDAYS.
WHAT HOLIDAYS?!?!

I need to find a cargo bag asap.
If you have one and would not mind lending it to me, do comment.:)
Thanks!

Last Day Of School!!!!

see the colour in the sky?

Last day of school! ;)
Weeeellll, does not make any differnece seeing that i have to go back to school so often and i never ever have a proper vacation.
Every vacation, i will be filled to the brim with supp and trainings and it usually takes 3 or 4 days. Which then leaves only about 1 or 2 days for me to go out have fun and catch up with friends.
My idea of vacation is to be able to wake up anytime and do whatever i feel like doing. I only have to plan with friends the schedule.

YAY!!!!
DEB AND RAHDHIAH SUPPORTS ARCHULETA TOO!!!!
SO CUTE!!! squeals*

Im in exhaustion from the week of work work work.
I have enough holiday homework that can last me all holidays.
This time, i MIGHT try to get ALL done, but looking at the my vacation schedule, prolly only have less than two weeks to get it done as im going on some trips. Seems like i have to start now, and i will be back to my studying after church on sunday routine.

Dad offered me his dslr to use, and i still have my new and unused holga in hand.
This vacation seems like it's all gonna be snapping!

P.S. It's his last day

American Idol

Caught the 6pm american idol finale.
And the winner is david cook.
I really like david archuleta, his performance was way good.
During the two hour finale was probably the only time that i was exited through out the day.
This's years season was good, my favourites include carly smith and brooke white.
Of course, archuleta!

I love syisha's performance with seal and definetely the jonas brothers performance!
This year's was way good and david cook totally deserves to win.
Some of his performances are my favourites!

Leon! Stop pulling my hair!

The sun has been draining my energy for the past two days.
Yesterday, the whole cohot had water rocket and my partner in crime was zhiying.
We constructed the rocket with 3 bottles and the distance it flew was quite far compared to others.
The height was a disappointment as it just landed next to us, so the parachute was rather useless.
Mean time, we kept ourselves busy with oragami and lame games.

After the whole program, was shack to the max that yours truly dozed off a while in the pe office.
Then upon hearing rollar blading, suddenly felt so energetic as something in me wanted to blade.
The ground was so hot that when i fell for the first time, the heat totally got to me, that made my but felt like frying.
What made the day even more tiring was having 2.4 and pt for nyaa afterwards.
I so hate stairs right now.

After a torturous the day before, many didn't turn up for sch
and I spent 3 periods doing sudoku challenging janelle and michael.
I totally died today that by physics period, the whole class was dead that mrs koh had to keep reminding us to keep our heads off table. Practical was short while self-study seemed a waste of time.

Lunch was literally lifeless with us being so weary from everything as well.
2.4 was rather enjoyable today i have to say as we shared ghost stories.
We acted stupid during game, esp me and deb.
Right Leon?
She even attempted to rape me while being a beast to get the ball from my hands.
I thought her this fun stretching thingy which is way cool. She laughed non-stop.

Super tired from these two days, off to bed.

im a goofy goober!

the day was hilarious.
michael's sleeve being ripped apart was the joke of the day
so it's all filled with sudoku, laughing and the usual.
michael needs to be a man.

OH!
we were attacked by flies on our way out of sch, even when heading to central.
so gross man. it's like some epidemic hit us, okay exagerating.

since it's after holidays, i have so many places i wanna go:
-thieves market at jalan besah
-chinatown complex
-ecp with TWS
-paya lebar to get my shoes
-central at clarke quay
-hanging out at bookstores till midnight on weekends
-bras besah to get my paint
-a really cool cafe which the girls could hang out at.

and of course i wanna go snapping and fishing!
you guys can so ask me out if you want to.
thieves market and ecp taken.

i think this is it.
for now;)

when you look me in the eyes. happy birthday girl

you know, my results totally are like crap,
and just when i say im not gonna study for a while, i got news today that i have a chem re-test next tues.
which is so weird when it is after MYE. the results won't even be counted. whatever.

yay! it's my all time childhood till now bestie. TAY WEE SHAN's birthday.
thinking bout her, reminds me of the letter she wrote to me on my birthday which broke me into tears upon reading it.
we have come such a long way since we were little kids and reading it just amazes me how much you remember.
i'm so clueless bout some of it, but am thankful that you are there to remember.

i love you to bits and pieces and pray that our friendship will keep going strong.
am thankful for you companionship and in the lowest of times you and edna remind me who are my true friends.
Thanks a whole bunch!
Happy birthday girl!

you know i have a crazy obsession now.
JONAS BROTHERS ARE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







nick jonas is like the cutest



kevin and joe aint that bad too:)


kevin jonas!


joe jonas!

jonas brothers are all so cute

the last time i remember i got so crazy over a boyband was when i was in primary sch with westlife. that was p1
cant believe im back at gushing at cute boy bands.
jonas brothers are so cute. you so have to agree.

anyway, here's a really nice song by them
enjoy:)