Sunday, October 3, 2010

Just so you know, Im still alive.

Ok, so I know I've been neglecting this space.
But honestly, school has been sucking my life away, promos has been a pain in the neck, literally.
And I only made time for God, as well as church and cell, if not I'm serenading my books.
This was my life for the last few months.
But I'm glad that I'm down to my last paper on tuesday.
I'm seriously trusting on God this time. It has been so tough, so please be worth it.

Anyways, thought I'll do something fun in this space here
I'm gonna try to think of like 10 interesting/(weird) facts about me, so here goes:)

1. I do have my secret bimbo moments.
I'm not all fierce, strict and cool all the time. I have my girly moments as well, like me dropping my precious wallet from my mum. Haha, as well as thinking that disney princesses, barbie dolls and hello kitty are awesome! I have a secret stash okay! haha.

2. I'm pretty OCD about everything but my room.
I clean my room once in a while (once a year?) since I'm so busy studying half of the time, that sometimes when I get home I just pile everything onto the table. Everything becomes an organized mess. Oxymoron I know, but I know exactly where things are!! Amazing right! But other than that, I'm pretty much a "must be like that" kind of person.

3. My most productive hours is at night, usually 11pm onwards.
JC has probably made me like this since on average I get about 5 hours or less, of sleep. My body clock has been pretty screwed. I can not sleep a wink the whole night, and go for lessons the next morning. It comes with me having to sleep the next night of course, if not I'll die. Very unhealthy I know, kids please don't follow.

4. I used to play the violin.
Many people are surprised at this. I learned it for quite a while before I started primary school, but stopped since my mum didn't want me to feel stress by it, but wanted it to be enjoyable. I obviously lost all my skills at it after not playing for so many years.

5. My feet shrank this year.
I seriously think so. I used to be a UK39 but miraculously am able to wear UK38 now for some of my shoes.

6. I'm a little claustrophobic.
I can't stand studying in my school study, where we have to study in cubicles. Seriously, I need my space. That's why I love the library.

7. I get extremely annoyed when my guy friends keep talking about the girls they like.
Seriously, telling me once or twice, I still can take it. If you constantly talk about it. Expect me to ignore you, cause I'm not interested in your crazy interest. It's really annoying.

8. I eat exotic food.
Deborah thinks I'm weird cause of this. That girl does not even eat sashimi, what is wrong with her?! Horse meet and ostrich meat and crocodile meat are a few. Im not sure if I would have the guts to try the fried insects from thailand though.

9. I self taught myself cantonese okay!!
I'm extremely proud of this. But Im still learning since it has been something I slowly picked up when I was a kid. From my parents to my grandmother who nags at everyone using 3 languages plus all the HK dramas they always watch. Now even better, cause if you know me, I speak cantonese to my maid since it's the only thing she knows how to converse as her english is really weak. But there have been moments where it was so difficult due to my limited vocabulary. Maybe I shall go buy a phase book:)

10. My best friends have been the same people the last 8 years.
I still regard the same people that I was close with when I was young to be my best friends.
Shan and Edna. I love you both. I know we don't see each other a whole lot but you guys mean the most. Your random messages on the most random things about your lives make me smile. I once remember Shan you msg me about stressful you were before your paper you were gonna take the next day when you were still in CCHS and how we fought about peas when we were kids:) I love our random baking times and shopping trips. And even though we don't click well with girls, Im glad we have each other.
And Edna, just want you to know that no matter how many times guys have failed you, I won't fail you:) I know things at home now must be really tough at times, and you're putting up a front. But I guess what I want to say that it's okay to show it to me, cause yeah our friendship is so beyond the superficial things.
I love you girls both for who you guys are, cause that was how you guys love me too.

This took me a really long time to think but here, now you know 10 more things about me.
Just so you know, Im still alive.